Stranger

Once you were only mine.

Like yesterday when everything was fine.

My true love and best friend.

Where did you now went?

Everything I lived for was you.

But you denied me out of the blue.

That day when you took my heart so fast.

I almost knew it wouldn't last.

Now you are a stranger all over again.

I just have to accept it then.

Please give me just one last kiss.

So my heart can remember this.

I will sit here and wait.

For a kiss mixed with love and hate.

It’s the last thing I really need to get.

My way to forgive that we have met.

Kärlekens hav

Man kan tro jag hade det lättare som liten.

Dock så kände jag mig alltid sliten.

Många säger barndomen är det bästa i livet,

Och att få kärlek alltid tas för givet.

Ofta ser jag mörkret i mitt liv som det är.

Men allt som var är inte här.

Lyckligare än nu kan jag inte vara.

Så egentligen är det ingen fara.

Bara jag är mig själv och kämpar på.

Sen jag kontroll över livet återfår.

Tänk hur bladet kan vända.

När äkta kärlek bara händer.

Är tacksam för allt jag någonsin gav.

Så jag äntligen kan simma i kärlekens hav.

The fight

My life is not what I wanted it to be.

I was just seeking to feel free.

But my childhood gave me so much darkness.

Because years back then it was heartless.

I was praying to my angels every day.

With hope that my life will turn the other way.

Imagined when I have grown up,

I will have the power to make the suffering stop.

I know that I am not allone,
even though I'm still lost in the same zone.

I am fighting my own demons all the time.

It’s like a big mountain I have to climb.

My energy don’t last forever.

But giving up isn’t an option, never.

It’s really a hard fight,

With all the terrible dreams at night.

It’s not a simple road to follow.

Cause it’s the pain I have to swallow.

Someday I'll have to look my past in the eye,
and with all my powers tell it goodbye.

Then all evil energy finally disappears,
and I will cry happy tears.

The light

At times I couldn't sleep at night.

For I was missing the light.

The light in my life that should give me hope.

Instead it always felt like I was going up a slope.

All my life I wanted to get away.
Now you got me to stay.

Because I found my love in you.

Believe me, that’s true.

But my issue will still be there.

The sadness I am feeling is everywhere.

I fight against demons inside my head.

Than I remember what you said.

“Move forward and don’t look back.

Soon your memories forms to just a little crack.

Think of all the goodness around you.

Then you will see happiness too.”

Thank you for being there for me.

With you on my side I may be free.

The moon

At night when I look into the sky.

It gets so easy to cry.

Knowing that I am a bit loon.

Because I fall for the moon.

The feeling isn’t heavy but light.

When it’s shining so bright.

Hate is not worth much there.

Here on earth are awful things everywhere.

My love to the good people is very real.

I don’t know how you feel.

But I want to spread some positive vibe.

I have nothing to hide.

Just come closer to me.

I promise that you also will see.

The energy you get from above.

It’ s more than our love.

If you stay here now.

You will also feel this somehow.

Battles of life

My life has had so much flaws.

But I am not the girl I once was

The fight was always the same.

People who gave me the blame.

I had to take my battles all alone.

However this helped me to grown.

I am a woman now.

And I’ve managed my life somehow.

Don’t want horrors or stress.

Seeking only love and happiness.

Thinking of all the goodness that may be.

I hope even you will see.

That endless love can be real.

And all the wounds will heal.

Your touch

With just one touch.

I know that I love you so much.

Since we said I do.

I can’t live without you.

You are my star in the night.

It’s glowing so bright.

It isn’t often easy with me.

That I really can see.

But I am giving my all.

So that I will never fall.

With your hand in mine.

I am always gonna be fine.

Sista resan

Dofter av blommor fyller rummet helt.
Dock känns situationen så stelt.

Sista mötet sker här.
Jag kommer inte få se dig mer.

Du ville alla bara väl.
Änglarna tar nu hand om din själ.

En enkel resa ska du ta.
Bara din kärlek som stannar kvar.

Vill tacka dig för allt.
Och för att du gav så mycket halt.

Jag vet att du kan höra mig.
Nu säger jag farväl till dig.

Hope

It’s not easy for me.

I am laughing so nobody can’t see.

The heaviness I am caring now,

Never leaves me somehow.

I fight my demons every day,

Praying this will go away.

The constant battle between life and dead,

My thoughts are spinning in my head.

I have to find a solution fast.

So I can be free at last.

Even if my hope is almost gone,

I need a chance to move on.

With your hope and love,

I can reach my goal and above.

Thank you for being so kind.

Someone like you is really hard to find.

Mitt barn

Ditt leende och ditt skratt.
Det är som jag hittat en skatt.

Du är mitt allt.
Och du ger så mycket halt.

Min kärlek strö jag över dig.
För du är det viktigaste för mig.

Utan dig är allting bara tungt.
När du är här då är det så lugnt.

Du är mer än min härliga pratkvarn.
Är så tacksam för att du är mitt barn.